So, I have 7 month and 4 days until my wedding... 7 months and 4 days... When did that happen??? I thought we just got engaged!?!? and now... I have a dress... and the church, the bridesmaids have their dresses, and the save the date cards are ordered... and i booked the hall and ordered my flowers and decorations... What the hell?! when did all this happen?
I woke up this morning in a sweat, because I was dreaming about my wedding day... the dream was as follows... I was getting dressed, and realized i didn't have the alterations done to my dress, and forgot to order a veil and they were playing the wrong music as i walked down the aisle, and my dad forgot to lift my veil and give me a kiss... and for some reason dustin wasn't at the alter and then the reception was in the cafeteria at st. helens and thats not were we planned, and i never got a bustle for my dress so i was dragging it everywhere... and the groomsmen were... i mean this not in a racist way... but they were black! and none of them are...
then i had way too many cakes and for some reason each of the groomsmen had their own cake... the frosting was really good but definitely not right!! and then it turned out that I thought i married my brother ryan, and then i woke up... Fell back asleep and was playing volleyball with a dog for the ball in my dress... then katie threw the dog and it landed on its back and became angry and attacked us in our pretty dresses.. Nightmare... yes, a nightmare!! haha...
Do you ever wake up and wonder how the hell you got there... how did my life get here? I'm getting married... and although I am so ready for this day, I don't know how ready I am to start doing things on my own. I said something over thanksgiving break that really freaked me out... and made me begin to start thinking about babies... A child!?! ME? I'm still a child how could i have one? We were at dinner at Bennigans with a couple of my bridesmaids, and I said "Could you believe that this time next year I could be pregnant?" The sheer thought sent shivers down my spine. I do not want a baby right away because I want to co-exist with Dustin for at least a year or two... but it could accidentally happen... Stuff like that happens all the time, and with my family, fertility is NEVER a problem... haha.
So i've been looking at hairstyles... for the big day of course... And i'm really love this whole sideswept curl look...
I like the one on the left (Charlize) and not the others
Love this one! but would need my bangs to cover my ugliness... (my scar if your wondering)
Like em both!
I obviously don't have long hair like t-swift but do love this
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