Pick your smile... I think I like the bottom Right
Final Logo for the MCVI Run For your Heart Campaign...
Pick of Audrey Hepburn- Which I need to get this pic done Soon!
Random video I recorded in the car to the casino...
Also, I found this e-mail that I wrote Dustin in January of 2005... I can't believe how good I was at expressing my feelings back then, cause whenever I sit down to write now, its like my mind is ::Does "blank" motion that Meg Ryan does in "You've Got Mail":: Blank.
Here you are, eat your heart out!
Its so amazing how in love i am. whenever i think about you, and all the amazing things you do, i am filled with such an amazing joy, that is unexplainable. i wish i knew more synonyms for the word amazing, because that is what you are. Amazing. The way you effect my life, the way you brought me out of my shell. I would not feel comfortable doing the things we do together, with anyone else. Its only you. You are the man of my dreams, my prince charming, my soul-mate, my destiny. And it is an amazing feeling, knowing this. People can think that I'm ridiculous, but its true. It doesn't matter, because you are my everything, my best friend. You know things about me that i hardly know about myself. You know so much about me, more then anyone on this earth. Inside and out, completely. why would i ever want to leave you for someone else, you know my past, and present. You were there through so much in my life, and you know me, truly. you took the time to listen to my thoughts and opinions.
I often wonder if you are truly human. You are everything i could ever want in a guy/husband/person i will spend the rest of my life with. I find myself wanting to spend every moment with you, and to my surprise, you feel the same. And that, my dear, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Knowing that you have someone that loves you just as much as you love them. Knowing that you have found the person of your dreams, the one you want to spend forever with, in sickness and in health. I see other couples, the girls want to spend time with the guy, but the guys are complete ass holes, and don't pay attention to it.
I remember telling you that i liked bad guys, and that you weren't mean to me. I liked arguing, and you never argue with me. I said i wanted to change you, but the truth was, i found that supposed perfect guy, the guy that i argued with, who was kinda mean to me, and i liked him at first, i was intrigued by his ability to argue, but soon i became annoyed by him, cause he was mean to me, and argued too much. Then i found the push over guy, who i could get him to do anything and everything i wanted, who if i asked him a question, he would say, "Anything you want" and i didn't like that, because it was just too easy. Then i met the guy that said all the right things, and i liked that, i liked him. It seemed as if he could do no wrong, he wanted the "best" for me, but once i touched below the surface, i found a mean person, who only said nice to get something out of it. And it turned out that he was nothing more than a back-stabbing jerk. Then i met you.You are everything i ever wanted, you are everything i ever could want.
You are the Perfect man. The one and only. You argue with me, when the time is necessary, you are charming, sweet, funny, serious, sexy and unpredicatable, all at the appropriate times. When i think of funny things that you should say to me at the moment, you surprisingly have the same thought, and you say them. It is as if we are on the same brain wave, and i love that. You say all the right things, and you love being with me. And i love that. You embody everything i want, and need. Perfect. Thats what you are. I need you, around me, at all times, because you make me who i am. It's amazing how happy i am, and how i am a stronger person with you. I sometimes feel as if i don't deserve you, like you deserve nothing less then perfect, and that i can't be that for you.
I can't believe how much i love you, and how lost i would be with out you.
Thank you so much for always being there for me, for walking me to and from my classes. For helping me with homework, and making me smile. Thanks for listening to me when I need someone to talk to, and taking me out to dinner. Thank you for playing video games with me when im bored, and telling me how beautiful i am when the time is right. Thanks for being my best friend, and holding my hand through my hard times. Thank you for giving me a whole new reason for life, and carrying me off to bed. Thanks for tucking me in at night, and making me laugh. Thank you for being my legs when i was too weak to stand, and kissing me at red lights. But most importantly thank you so much for looking me in the eyes, and telling me how much you love me, and how lost you would be without me. I love you so much dustin, and i want you in my life forever.
No comments:
Post a Comment