Okay, So I'm sure anyone who knows me... is rolling their to what I am about to say... But as of late, I have not been feeling the greatest about my self image... Not feeling "FAT" but just unhealthy... I really want to start running, or swimming daily, because I need to shed some fat, and start gaining lean muscle. Maybe that will Rip me out of the crazy Funk I am in...
It's not that I'm going to start shoving my finger down my throat, or starving myself... but just take smaller portions, not completely stuff myself when eating... and start running.
In order to reach this goal, there are a few things I need to do... like, for example... actually buy a pair of running shoes... Yup, thats right... the girl who owns approx 150pairs of shoes... doesn't own a pair of running shoes... (well that fit me anyway...) I have a pair from highschool that I used to wear for pom practice... but those are size 8.5... and I'm a 9... Ugh. The things I do to my feet, I tell ya.
Also, in addition to shoes, I need some running clothes, like pants, jackets, sports bra, etc... I went running in a pair of baggy sweatpants and a sweatshirt... and I felt worse about myself... ha.
Next on the list, If i'm going to also start swimming... this girl needs some nice goggles... I had some before but they were destroyed by an adorable little pooch named Sir Charles, DUKE of Weiss... I already own a sexy one piece... so that is covered. HAH.
So after all this... I wish to look like this lovely lady right down here. She's practically perfect...
Not to mention the fact that I have to look BANGING at my sisters wedding in May... once I get that dress altered, I think I will feel alittle better about it, seeing as it makes me look like a teenage boy. Regardless though, I won't look half as good as my gorgeous sister... She went to try on her dress the other day... and IT ZIPPED!! She was ecstatic!! It looked amazing on her!! It is definitely a "Jennifer" dress, it was exactly what I thought she would have picked out for her special day. It's coming up soon! Really excited, need to right my MOH speech... ya know... get my dance moves practiced, and my vocals all warmed up... be ready Jen, cause I'm putting on a SHOW!!! haha You should be WORRIED! But not really...
Well, I guess its time for me to go put my face on... Cause I'm heading out to the bar with Dusty K... Cause you know, Alcohol really fits into my little plan to become healthy and in shape. UGH. :-)
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